...Beautiful Butterflies...

....boys

psst off and angry at a mother who doesnt understand. tells me i give of myself too much yet she is the one who told me that is how you should live. she says i never expect antyhing from anyone but yet again she had said give and never expect anything back. is it my fault?! yet she blames me for this mistakes. she blames me for horrible relationships. she blames me for messing things up. she wont let me stay. she wont. and now...i feel like i am very glad that im leaving next month to collage. so that i can leave her behind. at some point she was saying i would never come back to her. and i was gonna come back. as much as possible. well maybe she is right. i wont come back to her. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....i cant beleive her.

Current Mood: frustrated

Leaving to Germany, but dont fret. Ill be back. Hopefully I will get hold of a computer so that I can keep in touch and stuff. ummm......yeah....ttyl...bye

Current Mood: thoughtful

economics is so stupid!......this project is ridiculous....i should have started a month ago.

Current Mood: aggravated

today was looong.....tomorrow and thurs i have ap tests.....i have work those days too, plus today. friday is band banquet. cant wauit

Happy 13 month anniversary to us! How exciting! today i am going iceskating and idk what else. all iknow is that i have to be home early cuz i have to go to work tomorrow morning. yay! so the other day i got 13 dollars in tips. of course i spent ten bux of it cuz i went downtown on a field trip. where i ate so much at hard rock cafe and my teacher but our lunches. Then we went to get ice cream where i spent my $$$. but yeah it was fun. yuppers! hopefully all goes well tonight. and tomorow work i hope will be good. and then i get to go out with my girlies. we shall wait and see.

Current Mood: crazy

wathcing mary poppins. the weather is rainy. and im tired. go off of woerk early today. it was nice. took part of my final in english today. totally sucked at it. have to woerk tomorr.w

Current Mood: drained

ummmmmmmm.....its monday. and it was alright. i have seniorites to a perfection. it sux. i need to do a take home...or at least i should. today was good. it poured to day and it was so kewl cuz theere was a black out at school. i know so immature whatever it was kewl. yeah thats about it. i love my boyfriend very much!

Current Mood: bouncy

Prom was amazing! Let me just say that my boyfriend is amazing!

Current Mood: ditzy

Its monday.....six more days til prom!

Current Mood: tired